This moring when getting ready God showed me how deep my spirit of a victim goes. I held on to the victim card for so long I just acted like one in every area of my life. To the point where it was hurting my relationship with my husband and every other person in my life. How can I be a great wife, friend, or daughter of God if I find my identity is in my spirit of a victim? I have a blessed and happy life. Things are amazing, I have a wonderful job ,i work with kind and compassionate people, my husband is in backgrounds with two police departments, the friends and family we have are amazing! So why hold on to the victim card? No reason is good enough!! Because if we hold on to the victim card we dont open ourselves to the blessings we are intended to receive from God.
So my prayer this morning was:
Lord I no longer want to be a victim. Iam not a victim, iam a survivor! Iam not a victim of my life and the things that happened. Iam strong. Iam strong because my God is mighty! Lord take this spirit of a victim and cast it as far as you can from me. I want your blessings,your love. I want to know you more and love you more. Use me Lord because I love you!
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