Over the past 10 years of my life I have wanted to do what Daniel could. I have wanted to interpret my dreams.
This may sound silly or a bit childish and I understand that but the other day while driving with my husband I told him of a reoccurring dream that I have been having since I was about 10. I've always found this dream to be odd. So when I told my husband I thought he would just laugh and tell me I was silly. But when I was telling him my dream I saw a look on his face that wasn't one of silly listening but I look of profoundness about to be expressed through words. And I am blessed to share this dream and the wisdom I got to go with it.
My reoccurring dream is one of me sitting in the backseat of a random vehicle going down a highway and realizing that no one is in the driver's seat I then quickly try and move towards the driver seat so that I can begin to steer the vehicle but I never seem to make it to the steering wheel I always find a reason to stay in the backseat. And when I explain this to my husband, he paused look straight at me and said "I think God is trying to tell you that you need to take control of your life." I replied with "how so?" And he explained that I have been very well taken care of my whole life and that it has in some ways allowed me never to truly try with my goals and dress because I always had a back down if looked like the road was going to be a dead end or hard.
And he is right! I will bail on a dream if it doesn't happen within a week or a month. But that kind of lifestyle is not the one I want to live anymore. My dad always told me. "Tasha, you need to work o. Your follow through. Because you suck at that." Again he is right. But the fact that both my dad and husband are right about these things I because I made my life that way and I Can make it anyway I want it to be. I have the choice to take my life by the wheel and control it or I can sit in the back seat and hope for the best. Buy I want the best and I want to be the best me I can me I can be. I remember hearing a story when I was younger. It was about a an that wanted to win the lottery and he prayed every day to win but he never did and finally he got so upset with God and yelled at him ,but came down and told him,"you never bought a lotto ticket!" I don't want to be like that in life any more. Asking buy never doing. It's time to work hard and see dreams come true!
