What drives your decisions? For most of us its, well ourselves. "What's best for me" "what can I handle" "how will this make me look" "how will this make me feel" in a way I almost feel like these are word curses. In the fact that they stop us from thinking about God in your decisions. What does God want you to do and how does God want you to act? He has placed things in our lives for a reason and maybe even more than one. And its never just about us. We have the world to think about. In all honesty its true the whole world gets affected by our choices.
My husband becoming a cop doesn just change our family and friends but thousands! Our story as couple and as individuals has the potential to change thousands. Not that we are that cool but thats how life works. If you think about how many friends you have then how big your family is and you do that for each person you know. You'll be thinking of this for hours and never really find an end.
I dont say this to you to scare you when you make choices, but to inspire a more God like way of thinking. "How will this choice impact the kingdom of Heaven"
You have some choices to make:)