Thursday, August 22, 2013

What's in it for you...

Last night I started a conversation with my husband about my health, since ive been well lazy lately and have stopped working out and even have been eating a lil bad. My back hurts,im grumpy,and the big shock ive put some lbs back on.
Our talk went the same as it always does, I tell him I look fat and feel bad for making some excuse not to work out. And 20 minutes later ive done the normal girl thing...I cried got mad and then didn't wanna talk about it anymore. But last night my husband asked me a question before I could get to all of that. His question was "what is your reason for going to the gym or getting back on track?" And then he said "its hard to fight for a cause that isnt there"

Wow.... isnt that the truth! So this morning after fighting with myself to get out of bed. I found my cause. Its a 3 letter word that dream of Mom. I want to be a mom. Im called to be a mom some day. I will get fit and stay fit for my kids! I wont miss out on life moments due to my size or maybe issues with my size. So im asking you the same question he asked me.....What's your cause? But answer it about your life.

Thursday, August 8, 2013

Holy water fire

God just gave me a vision of what at least my faith should look like and I want to share it with all of you! A Holy water fire! Imagine a oil spill in the ocean set on fire. The waves rage along with the fire on top. We should be like the wave flowing with the environment and the fire set the normal waves anew with passion and urgency.