The line between diets and eating clean have always been foggy with me. When I was 18 I started my line jumping if you will, I was an over weight teen who was boy crazy and never had anything but the friend zone. So my senior year I started to eat better and less. I got my very first boyfriend and had a great time hearing him tell me I'm fat and the sarcasm here is thick like my thighs! A long story short I had an eating disorder and will struggle with it for the rest of my life. I will always have to be careful when I need to drop some pounds because I know I can go too far. I struggle with under eating and over eating. Think or call it what you will. But what hit me upside the head today, was meeting some new people at my in laws ranch. This gentleman asked me what I did and once I got to my speaking and blogging I said "I love talking to women about self image" at that moment God smacked me over the head with the diet I'm on.
Now ladies trying to be fit and in shape is good but diets to be "skinny" are lies from the pit of hell! No joke about that. Are bodies are so crazy different that the word "skinny" will eat you alive and then spit out all that makes you awesome! Iam a very curvy lady. I have a big butt thick legs and a small top. I will NEVER look like kate moss or anyother tiny woman. But I need to and we all need to learn that fit is the better skinny. Skinny sucks. Sorry but we should be loving of what we see in the mirror everyday! No matter what you look like your amazingly beautiful! Live your body treat it right. Eat clean and workout. Keep those curves or love your "chicken leg" why because they were a gift from God!
I love being a woman and all that goes with it. We are so amazing, caring and the list goes on. I just hurt when we don't like ourselves. If we only looked in the mirror and saw who we really are diets wouldn't exist. So I'm Not on a diet! Love your life and body because its no one else's♡
