Getting the husband

For most of my life I feared never getting married. I would cry and cry out to God almost every night. I felt like only half of my self. I did everything a good christian girl should do. I prayed, read every book on the right way to date, went to every class on dating. I  prayed every night for my future husband. I had faith God would bless me for all the things I was doing. But everything seemed sooo hard all the time. Nothing seemed to go my.way. I felt like God had given me a dream so that I would give it up for him. My heart was broken! I remeber one night I cried for 3 hours, during that time I yelled, begged and used some words I would never normally use.

Why would God give me a dream and feelings soo strong for something I was never going to get?? Well now im married to the most amazing man. I dont know a man better than my husband. And we met because I truly believe I let go of the dream that had all the power and let God do his thing. I turned getting married into my god. Now my real God is my God. I was blessed with my dream because I gave my life not my dream.

Hosea

The Lord said to me, "Go show your wife again,though she is loved by another and is an adulteress. Love her as the Lord loves the Isrealites,though they turn to other gods and love the sacred raisn cakes. So I bought her for 15 shekels of silver and about a homer and a lethek of barley. Then I told her,"You are to live with me many days;you must not be a prostitute or be intimate with any man,and I will live with you."

God loves us the way Hosea loved his wife. As humans we love so many things. We give our hearts away,but never truly give our life and love to God. And he still loves us and wants us. He bought us with all he had so we could be free to pick who we love. I pick the Lord!! I pick a God who will love me even though im me!

Faithsisters!

Faithsisters is the new ministry the Lord has blessed me with. We are here "Uniting women under God".

I feel so greatful at this moment in time. God is really moving in Faithsisters. The whole idea of this new ministry is help women see how amazing and truly beautiful they are. Plus help them use the gifts God gave them.

  We have started our shopless beauties, which was no shop till oct. This movement is to help women become more aware of our true beauty. That it doesnt come from  clothing. Thats why we are nott shoping till oct 1st of 2013. Its been great so far. I know for myself im talking the Lord more about how im feeling instead of buy something new to feel pretty. God makes me feel pretty!

We are also planning our 1st conference.  The lily conference will be in spt. And we already have one great speaker lined up. My dear friend Carissa Deann. A truly amazing woman of God,who is doing amazing things for the kingdom! We are still looking for our worship team and other speakers. But I know God will provide, as he always does. If you would like to help please email me at ingmanwifey@gmail.com. You can also follow us on facebook and twitter!

God use me!

My whole life as far back as I can go, all I see is wanting to be used by wonderful God! My heart is for outreach,speaking and plan being there for others. I know God is getting me ready to do this in a big way. Beacuse its my dream. God gives us dreams and then helps us grow so we can live out the dreams. He is showing me so much in the past few days. And im so blessed by what he is showing and teaching me. God is amazing! So know dreams may seem far away or super close but they are dreams of two. You and God! Go for those dreams and give the gorly for his kingdom. More dreams will come that way! God use me for your dreams!

Clouds..

How many times do we only see the clouds in front of our faces and not what God has for us on the other side? I know in my life I always get lost and cought up in my clouds. God has soo much for us. And sometimes are clouds have rain. Use that rain to clean off anythings that will stop you from getting the life God has planned for you. I know my dreams and blessings are on the other side. I will but on my rain boots and go right though those clouds. God is so much more than whats right in our face if learn that we will be set free of what ever your cloud is made of. What is your cloud and can you see the other side and the blessed life you want.

5k update!

My 5k was monday! It was soo much fun! I walked it, I know I said I would run it. I walked and talked with my lovely co worker rina who is in the picture with me. I really felt so blessed the whole time we were walking. Rina is such an amazing woman of God. Talking with her was such a God thing. I talked about things with her that I havent talked about with anyone else and they were things I so needed to get out. So thank you rina! You blessed me!

I dont want to sleep...

I dont want to sleep my life away. God gives us each talents. What we do with them is up to us. If I sleep my life away I sleep my talents and goals away aswell. I like to get up and get my hands dirty. I wanna work for God. I want to do his will and I will aslong as he lets me. I hope you all can get up today and do something for his golry today. It will make you feel more awake and a alive then you would ever think.